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River Valley High
Pei Hwa Presbyterian Primary
3C'09, 2i'08
and i like cheerful and happy people:D

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kevin
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the past two weeks have been really hectic, but awesome

obs week first(:-24th to 28th may 2010
day1:
first, i met jerian to go to school together, met brandon at jp and then went to get 1.5l bottles(:
and we then headed off to sch, were pretty late.
bus trip down to obs, bag felt like it was killing me.(but after the trekking activity, my personal bag felt like heaven)
first day was basically just mingling, socializing, learning how to pitch a tent, food rationing and to cook dinner:D
roland kind of hit over shackleton pot of rice by accident, poor him, he felt so guilty.
but its okay, we don't mind:D After all, nice tenzing shared with us there rice.
dinner was chilli anchovies, rice, instant noodles, peanuts and sardines.
(lunch and breakfast is seriously corrupt: biscuits and layer cakes, etc!-the week where i ate the most biscuits in my life)
first night camp site was good, but stupid mozzies kept buzzing by my ear.
ohh and we played catching after dinner, super fun(: when we were supposed to be bathing, but we didnt know:S
day2:
woke up bright and early.
learned how to belay people, did rock climbing.
i failed at the vertical and supposedly harder wall.
climbed the one everybody was supposed to.
i felt stressed being the last one to go:(scared that i could not do it.
halfway, my hand started to bleed, but i must say thankyou to eugene and bihao who helped me alot(:( oh and the other two guys, i think paul and someone....)
haha made my life easier when i got stuck.;D
moved off to camp1; camp1 is heavenly...haha but i feel that i have more memories in camp2.
but camp2 night site is better though its more ulu.
day3:
went for kayaking expedition to collect holy mud
the instructors said we were fast.
i guess i had allergy to mud/seawater/heat?
had alot of rash after coming out of the water,
jerian and i couldn't kayak straight, then other people kept laughing at us since we were supposed to be the portsmarker. pengsiang and leng khoon helped us next, turned out that jerian and i had little coordination.ended up banging into lots of tree branches in the mangrove swamp:(
jerian and eugene got seasick halfway...eat orange eat orange!!!!!
and then we exchanged life rocks when back on shore, i was desperate to pee i remember, cause i was reluctant to pee in the sea like everybody did.moved off to stay in camp3
camp3 campsite sucked, had lots of red ants and it was super rocky.they said that the campsite wasnt used in months .:( and it was super difficult to get to the campsite, grassy overgrown sloping narrow track.:X first time we went up, quite a number of ppl tripped.
dinner time, all of us were cooking.
lighting and thunder came, the guys set about to set up shelters with ponchos and when our bag were all piled together, i lost my bag O.o the guys were awesomely fast and smart.haha but we all felt super scammed cause it didnt rain after all. and there were dark clouds all around but not directly above us.
there was a shooting star too.:D but i didnt see it.
sharlene started to click on and click off her torchlight in ppl faces to pretend it was a shooting star.epic.
and the guys came up with this cheer:
-paul howls-
guys:ooh ooh ah ah
ooh ooh ah ah
girls: rv sexaye!
girls:ooh ooh ah ah
ooh ooh ah ah
guys:rv happy
mad cheering(;
campsite was hard, but i was too tired fell asleep soon.
heard chants at night, lots of ppl got scared.
but it was only malay prayers.
LOL ><
Day 4:
Trekking in the jungle to collect the holy water
we took a wrong turn, ended up walking much more.
the backpack half killed me and it started to pour heavily even before we embarked.had to wear ponchos, look like fat little ducklings what with our huge bags.
half died during trekking, but accomplished it:D
and then had quarry jumping, super fun to play in the clear water:D you can see your legs and stuff(:
trekked back.
had the zero displacement thing, my shoe kept getting stuck in the mud.we were supposed to go through a short cut but after40 to 45 min of meandering through the forest and skidding down minature slopes, we were back where we were. thought they were playing a sick joke on us but then turned out it was because no one had taken this path for very long and that there was some flooding in the pathway:(eventually reached camp2
got back to camp, was ever so happy to bathe, yay we bathed everyday
cooked and jerian was epic.
he stacked the cooked food tgther and the toothpaste from one mass tin dripped into the eggs in the bottom mass tin.epic funny(:
dinner was self cooked with fresh ingredients
brandon wee and i cooked eggs too, they wanted friend eggs, but we ended up with scrambled eggs cause i thought scrambled eggs were fried eggs:(
haha paul was the taster, his face got this very shocked look when he ate, the food was prolly not very nice.but later, he actually came and told me brandon and mine was one of the best there.hehe at least someone appreciates our effort(:
the campsite on day4 was good, dont know why they didnt let us used it on day1
day 5:
packing up time. started to feel sad, kind of.
though i was lamenting during trekking hehe:D
did the planting of our trees,
and shackleton and tenzing gave roland and kerrie two real leaves, with thankyou messages on them.both of them rocked.poor kerrie, with jellyfish sting on her eye.ohh we saw lots of jellyfish when kayaking!!!
got back to sg, was thankful, was flooded with messages(Mostly work:( )
bought to collared tees, wanted to get this super new design tee, but out of stock alr:X
sheesh.

okay, i shall save posting about caps for tmr(:

its been a really long time since i last posted
and many things have happened over this period of one month.my perceptions to things have matured in more ways than one due to the experience i have gained along the way
and sometimes, this is what i realized
don't help people to do things(well, at least some people), they might say thankyou at first and be really grateful that you help me do that, and when they change their mind, they turn around and bite you(in the literal,not physical sense)
at least this is what i realized today.
this few days, life had been really tiring for me, what with coucil meetings, activities, exams etc.
During the talk, Mr Koh mentioned that we could choose cca in yr5 if we believed that we can cope with council, our cca and studies.
i'm kind of set on taking up a sports cca, i hope that i will be able to cope.
so i guess i should start working on my studies when i can so that i will also be on par with my peers during the school term when the workload and busy schedule comes down on me.
wonder if i can keep this resolve, im not sure, but at least i shall give it a shot.
actually sometimes, when i get unhappy in badminton training, i wished i could graduate faster, but now i have an immense sense of nostalgia, esp. about the teammates part.. but this four years of journey made me think harder and learn more in many ways.
moving on, about the examinations
the results received are not bad i guess, physics, one mark to a1...:(
but then the rest of the papers yet to received, i'm not sure.
for all the papers not yet received, i feel a sense of insecurity.
i guess i should have worked harder then instead of always pushing stuff to the last minutes, and when something suddenly crops up, i don't have the time to study.

lastly, i should seriously stop commenting on people...
truthfully speaking, everyone bitches about someone else and i'm no exception,
i should start to be more optimistic and stop complaining,to add on, i should start learning to accept others more instead of being a stuck up snob. i must work on it...

life's been really tiring and rushed:(
lack of sleep and stuff, no sports for two weeks bummer!
BUT I SHALL START TO BE OPTIMISTIC AND PLAN MY TIME BETTER:)

i dont know whether to go for the yunnan trip or the obs one
im worried that the yunnan trip will clash with the CAPS programme(yes, im glad i got into caps:D)
but then im also worried that i will not get into the yunnan trip and i wasted my opportunity into getting to go to obs
i wish the details to the yunnan trip will be concrete, its giving me alot of headache:(

I’m posting once again because of the sudden wash of emotions that has gripped me
Many things have happened over the course of the past few months
Somehow, I feel myself becoming one who thinks much more and more cautious of doing things as well as weighing things such as how much it will benefit me. I am getting more calculative and picky on people. I am starting to fail to accept people on who they are and now, actually go to the extent of returning provocative comments when someone angers me. I am no longer able to curb my anger that well, possibly because I am becoming more and more status conscious as well as arrogant. I want to curb this aggressive emotions from erupting. They are just basically emotions, not really the eruptive kind. I could bring them into check, but i wish I wouldn’t have those mean thoughts of wanting to hurt, to rebut.

and magic does emotions to the soul
there are risks to everything if you want to do something great
its whether you are willing to take the risk or not

Check this guy out!

I was on youtube, looking for certain songs and I stumbled upon this video by Jordan Jansen

He looks quite like justin bieberO.Owhat with the same hairstyle, guitar and the dressing style(:

He’s pretty talented and got a great voice, not to mention good looks

Looks like there’s gna be another young star too, I guess its true that young male stars are handsome(look at aaron carter, Jessie mccartney, justin bieber, and now Jordan Jansen)

I’m starting to think that I’m a really mean person. I’m serious, I know myself best.

my whole face is peeling now, and so i have some splotches of whiter skin
people are prolly going to think i have got some skin disease:(

and anw the sentosa outing was fabulous!!!
haha and i had an awfully awesome time bimbo-ing with lydia and shudan
new members of bimbo club: kirsten, rachel and cheryl
anw, we started off with poking the jellyfish and we were hunting for stone fish
and we used sticks to poke jellyfish.hehe was telling lydia the tree would haunt her
and we definitely had an awesomely bimbo time together.
hey lydia and shudan, SHUAI GE HUNTING GOOGLES-LEFT TO RIGHT
shudan was saying how ugly the ah bengs were and i was commenting that their underwear very lao ah pek
and one guy overheard and went like "eh she say our underwear lao ah pek leh"
but seriously it is! strips and checkered.if want to flash, please wear a branded one, like maybe Calvin Klein. okay why am i talking about this here. and why did i even raise this topic.
okays maybe i shouldnt be talking about this cause its inappropriate, but i want to rmb this incident when i grow old so i should write it down.:D
IM REALLY DARK NOW
kuanyuan says i look like charcoal:(
and cant rmb who said that when i smile, my teeth glimmers cause my face is too dark:(