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Huiwen:D
River Valley High
Pei Hwa Presbyterian Primary
3C'09, 2i'08
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- Monday, June 23, 2008

HELLOS.
took a lot of quizs from blogthings.com.haha.from there, i got to learn lots of stuff about me. :D today was super slack during swimming lesson.we just took height and weight and had a briefing.have about 3 more weeks before swim pe starts.EEPS.i manage to put on weight during the holidays :X seriously need to diet.where is my willpower man?no more fast foos and slacking during training session.got to keep moving.

oh yes and i screwed up my own hair.well, i went to cut it.and the fringe is like sloping downwards.no no!its not nice la.to me i mean.cause the slope is not like super duper obvious so not say very cool or what.but lets see, if it had been worh super duper obvious teachers would have probably make me cut.so its only obvious.bt apparently i still dont like it so i have restyled it to my style.bt its still really really so ugly.i think i would just like to cut two holes in a paper bag and wear it over my head!but where am i going to get a paper bag now?paper bags seems to exist only in overseas. or perhaps i am ignorant.whee~im fantasising about rebonding my fringe or having hair extension.but ltr i regret and thats worse.hmm.plus hair extension is like super expensive- about 2 dollars per strand.oh well.

i feel like i am letting myself down.where is that willpower?it seems that that it is all lost. and mann, i missed the feeling of security.sure, i d have some close friends.and i do admit i do egt jealous.yeah, im just being greedy. :X i am a bad person for doing that.oh well, need a changeover.and for some reasons, i feel that i am not reaching all of your standards.im rather scared that someday you all will move from me.now, yeah i know, perhaps i am paranoid.bt it is just the feeling that i am not worthy of you all.when will be the time that ihave gained enough confidence in myself?oh well, thats why its most probably that when others want to know how i am like, then they would say 'oh she is nice but she has low self confidence" is it so obvious?maybe it is.the way i keep asking if i am up to standard.inferiority is a stupid feeling but sometimes it just creep up on you and attack you.blinding you.:X but i shall just try to be happy.and after all everybody has weaknesses.


Posted @Monday, June 23, 2008