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Huiwen:D
River Valley High
Pei Hwa Presbyterian Primary
3C'09, 2i'08
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- Tuesday, November 3, 2009

so here i am sitting, listening to shadow of the day and there comes a pang of nostalgia
all the small things
Boulevard of broken dreams
where'd you go
perfect
numb
they all have memories, of the past, of something im just not willing to let go
a gift that has yet to be treasured and they are gone

its funny how you could count the number of people you actually know and those who you actually relate too. Somehow, you could end up lonely even if you have many acquaintances. but then again acquaintances does not equal friends does it?
its an odd feeling to know that you don't belong,
that what others see of you might just be a facade to hide the painful truth
and when you try to fit into the conversation, but you just don't much as you try
you see them walking together,
sure you might be walking beside them but then you feel awkward
theres no warmth, just a keen sense of eagerness to fit in
and an awkward sense of feeling silly but being unable to help it
to get rid of the dull aching loneliness
and then you start feeling nostalgic and wishing for the past
when walking together with someone meant a sense of comradeship
i wonder what im feeling now and when it would all end
and when it ended, would it be too late to start to cherish?

sure, i do miss oonhim and yunfei and the rest
and the warmth, comfort and security our friendship provided
yes i really do
i wish i could have it back


Posted @Tuesday, November 03, 2009