sometimes we just can't figure out how we make a mistake then regret it after it happened and then willingly do it again, sometimes it make you happy but when it comes out bad, you start regretting all over again and then the whole vicious cycle repeats. there's no end if you don't want to let go and then you're not growing emotionally, not anymore till you learn to look forward, and not back huiwen, its time to wake up
yesterday family gathering was pretty interesting:D the crowd is basically getting lesser and older cause most of my cousins are in army or married off but it didn't really matter too me cause Isabel was there:D reached around nine and then ate, sorry for finishing up the ruffles(: and then isabel and christabel came from training and yes, people were marvelling at my world-record bruise and going "ayoyoyo, why so clumsy?" but at least im not as much joker as daniel he got a weird marking on his arm under the cast cause apparently, his arm was a titch itchy and his pinky was too large to scratch the itch so EUREKA! in went his pen, under his cast to scratch the itch, and the pen cap got stuck under the cast and he couldn't take it out but he didn't dare tell his mom, so it was there for a week before it got too uncomfortable to control any longer i admit i was pretty surprised that he could drink a large amount of alcohol, considering he is only sec1 its kind of young to start, but his mom encourages him, says it good training haha i sound like an uptight traditional person, who prolly haven't seen the world in ages then we watched Taken, some kind of mega cool kidnapping movie but i seriously cannot imagine my dad jumping through windows (he would probably get stuck!-haha no offense dad:D) or flipping over barricades or shooting and jumping and fighting:P haha but Isabel was a good narrator, cause some parts the adults were laughing too uproariously that it was pretty hard to hear what the characters were saying the poor boyfriends of stephanie and gladys were being teased by all the aunts and uncles i think they must have been tormented:D seems like all the aunts and uncles are sadistic people HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAAH I LIKE TYPING HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH and midway we started talking about results isabel failed chem and i failed physics and both of us have pretty horrid chinese results thats why we make such good childhood friends okay!:D thinking of her brings back memories of how our moms had to wash the void deck floors after we scribbled all over it in chalk and how she would come to my house and we unwind the measuring tape and let it recoil back and then when it recoil, we would jump onto different sorts of furniture to prevent getting hit and there was this instance where she got hurt and started bleeding i felt super bad after that for inventing this stupid game and there was also times when we played pepsi-cola dumped leaves over each other heads barbequed chicken wings and got them burnt and pigged out together during chinese new year and christmases, and comparing heights and stuff it would have been better if you didn't move away but im glad we are still close friends:Dily:)
Huiwen:D