- Saturday, December 12, 2009
there was the love quotes
somehow, as i sit by the window, flicking between 91.3, 98.0, 98.7
randomly hearing different songs
and when i sat here right now, looking at the posts of others
somehow i came to this realization that what's yours is yours and what ain't yours ain't yours
i guess if its meant to be yours, you don't have to try to achieve it
all you have to do is appreciate it instead of not cherishing it when its there
if not, when it is gone, then you start to regret and make amends and maybe by that time, its no longer yours
its the same for friendship or lovers,
it is indeed impossible for one to force another to be his/her bestfriend, you can't force the person you love to love you back
it just doesn't work like that
all in all, after trying, you will just be exhausted and tired out, wishing that you hadn't tried at all
sometimes, its time for us to not just focus on what we want, we might not get it for it is not meant for us
perhaps its time we actually broaden our horizons and our perspective of life
maybe then we will actually become more mature and in a way, provided with more choices to chose from since we are no longer thinking so rigidly, so stuck on one thing
and there will be a possibility that we will make the right choice
the choice with we feel comfortable with, such that it will become a part of our life
not just a choice we made that through it all, we feel suffocated-the need to impress, to join in , to be part of it, is overwhelming
and then silly mistakes occur, and i just ain't me anymore
i want to be who i am, but then i end up changing myself for others
so i am hoping that i will make the right choice and walk out for this
there are many a times when i know i have made a mistake, even consciously
i end up making the same mistake again and again because im just too hesitant and reluctant to come to terms to the reality, to blinded by superficial things to see things for what they really are
sometimes, there are advice, but even as i try to change, to forget, to be a better person, i end up straying halfway, back to step 1,
i guess many people have such sentiments about themselves
and i am sure many are struggling to free themselves too
let us all succeed, this time round and many more to come
Posted @Saturday, December 12, 2009
Huiwen:D