- Wednesday, January 20, 2010
the past few days, there has just been so many things on my mind and quite a couple being laid onto me.the unhappiness and misery of it was pretty overwhelming i guess, that i kind of got verly paranoid and sensitive i think.and its true that sometimes when a person smiles, there is just misery behind the smile if you can get what i mean. but i can say that through all of this i have emerged a stronger person.
though some of the problems that have brought me misery is still encumbering me currently, some of the problems have been resolved/ have brought about other events that helped me to know who my true friends are.cliche as it may sound, it is indeed true that we don't actually learn how to appreciate things as they are until we are at a loss of what to do, where we feel that we have no where to turn to.this i know, because i have felt it a day or two ago and the memory and feelings is still fresh in mind and in soul and i realised that i didnt appreciate the past days where i was worry free.just yesterday, i feel that all exits were kind of blocked and there was no escape place to run to.i waas just wishing that i could get somewhere, anywhere, where i could be alone, preferably with just nature and me, to escape all the possible reality and to break away from it all. its really miraculous and kind of great feeling to know that even if all has forsaken you, you always have a friend in jesus, believe me, it i a really comforting thought.it provides the emotional support, like a safety net catching you when you fall and yet always present even when you are you are still safe on the rope.
on the lighternote, we will not be able to go obs with the rest of the level because we have competitions, just like other sports cca.kaixin said that mr tan kim chuan said that the sports might go on a separate obs trip together. if so, it is going to be so cool and mega truck loads of fun.not to mention its going to be tough because everyone there is going to be pretty fit.(just like the fitness of those who participated in the sports camp last year.)yeah but no one is going to know how to pitch tents or do outdor cooking cause there will be no ug people there.:(
Anyway clementine, this i wanted to tell you in person but i got to embarrassed and shy to say this but if you happened to chance upon this blog then, it would be good.haha clementine, i really appreciate that you stood up for me and have always been a listening ear and good companion whenever i am down.i am really glad to have you as a friend-a true friend indeed(:thank you clementine.
and kaixin, tomorrow will be your birthday. i remember last time around this period of the year we were placed into doubles together. throughout this past few months, we have been through many conflicts and i guess we have gotten pissed with each other at some time or another. But through it all, we have pulled through and have emerged a stronger pair. The opportunity to be doubles partner has brought us very much closer and i appreciate what you have done for me
and the effort you have put it. Thank you kaixin.(:
i would also like to thank rina who have stood by me, for bothering to really know me and not caring no matter what rumours you heard.of course, for comforting me when im down and for the happy times we shared at training, when eating, on the BUS, on the MRT, in school doing homework together, haha i felt totally at ease with you:)Thank you rina banana.-please use the wallpaper created by the ingenius me okay!
and thankyou francis,for always knowing when something was wrong and for always bothering to ask if something was wrong. CORN FTW:D
Posted @Wednesday, January 20, 2010
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